***
what i`ve Done
I've faced myself
To Cross out what I’ve Become
Erase Myself
And let Go of What I’ve done
Put to rest
What you Thought of Me
While I clean this Slate
With the Hands of Uncertainty
***
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I'm me
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
***
This means only two things
1)I'm listening to LP right now
2)I'm totally f****d up
Showing posts with label stupidity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stupidity. Show all posts
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
Happy!
Em happy, of course I am. But I can't tell you why.(I, myself am a bit confused about the reason, actually) Of course, nothing has changed. I am still wandering around, jobless, and clueless about future. No turn arounds in love life, it's still empty. And it seems like there are quite a lot of butterflies in my stomach.. damn.. I hate it.
Ok, But I want to know the reason, just like you do. Hmm.. lemme think.
It's nice to be associated with good people, people who are actually good at heart. Sometimes, I just sense truth and sincerity in others heart, without taking much time. And it is quite a nice experience as well.
I guess my happiness comes out of that sort of a feeling.. it must be..
Ok, But I want to know the reason, just like you do. Hmm.. lemme think.
It's nice to be associated with good people, people who are actually good at heart. Sometimes, I just sense truth and sincerity in others heart, without taking much time. And it is quite a nice experience as well.
I guess my happiness comes out of that sort of a feeling.. it must be..
Monday, December 7, 2009
Void
Now that CAT is over, I am facing void again. Have got a few more exams to write, but don't really feel like studying.
Saw a malayalam movie 'Paleri manikyam' yesterday. Didn't like it much. Now em looking forward to the releases of Rocket Singh and 3 Idiots. The boredom might make me watch 'Paa' also. Heard good reviews about it.
Saw a malayalam movie 'Paleri manikyam' yesterday. Didn't like it much. Now em looking forward to the releases of Rocket Singh and 3 Idiots. The boredom might make me watch 'Paa' also. Heard good reviews about it.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
The rain that brought some thoughts
**This was published in the class blog a few months ago. Those who have already read it, please bear with it.
Days seem so similar. Nothing much happens on a particular day. The things that I read and things that I scribble somewhere seem to be the only difference between today and yesterday. I do have a clear idea of what I want to do in my life (Of course, it has been changing from time to time). But I don’t feel like I am moving towards what I intend to achieve. “If you want to do something in your life, now is the only time to do it.” I remember reading so in a book written by Robin Sharma(Don’t exactly remember which one. The monk who sold his Ferrari, may be). That really makes sense, doesn’t it? Right now, I can’t decipher what my life is heading towards.
All these were the thoughts in my mind when I was lying on the bed last night, with total darkness around. It was 1.30 or so. My roommate was lying next to me, sleeping peacefully. Hostel was not fully asleep. There will always be someone awake at MH. I could hear a song being played somewhere.
Right then, I heard the sound of water pouring down and hitting the earth. It was raining. I got up and walked towards the window. Small water droplets were coming in. I stood there for a while, enjoying the rain, listening to the music embedded in it.
Nature beckons from outside, and I couldn’t resist it. I took my clothes off, wore a towel and ran out. In CET MH, grills are always open. So anyone could go out any time. I ran to the ground in front of the hostel and stood at the center.
I looked back at the hostel, with the cool water refreshing both my mind and body. It was an obscure view of the notorious MH. CET men’s hostel, where I arrived with a lot of hope about my future, where I had to face the worst situations of my life (as far as studies were concerned.), where I learned to stand up and fight, where my dreams got mutilated and then reverted, where I earned a lot of close friends, where I tried to walk on eggshells when small fights occurred between my friends, where I met some audacious bunch of people doing crazy things consistently and above all, where I learned a lot about life, if not about engineering. These were the things that I achieved in these four years, I could achieve only this much.
I will have to bid adieu to this place, within a few months, being jobless. But in that poignant moment, I will never regret my decision to be a part of this hostel, not one bit (huh… Joker has influenced me pretty much). Besides all the difficulties that I had to face, I will cherish each and every moment that I spent here.
Rain had almost stopped. I walked back slowly.
Days seem so similar. Nothing much happens on a particular day. The things that I read and things that I scribble somewhere seem to be the only difference between today and yesterday. I do have a clear idea of what I want to do in my life (Of course, it has been changing from time to time). But I don’t feel like I am moving towards what I intend to achieve. “If you want to do something in your life, now is the only time to do it.” I remember reading so in a book written by Robin Sharma(Don’t exactly remember which one. The monk who sold his Ferrari, may be). That really makes sense, doesn’t it? Right now, I can’t decipher what my life is heading towards.
All these were the thoughts in my mind when I was lying on the bed last night, with total darkness around. It was 1.30 or so. My roommate was lying next to me, sleeping peacefully. Hostel was not fully asleep. There will always be someone awake at MH. I could hear a song being played somewhere.
Right then, I heard the sound of water pouring down and hitting the earth. It was raining. I got up and walked towards the window. Small water droplets were coming in. I stood there for a while, enjoying the rain, listening to the music embedded in it.
Nature beckons from outside, and I couldn’t resist it. I took my clothes off, wore a towel and ran out. In CET MH, grills are always open. So anyone could go out any time. I ran to the ground in front of the hostel and stood at the center.
I looked back at the hostel, with the cool water refreshing both my mind and body. It was an obscure view of the notorious MH. CET men’s hostel, where I arrived with a lot of hope about my future, where I had to face the worst situations of my life (as far as studies were concerned.), where I learned to stand up and fight, where my dreams got mutilated and then reverted, where I earned a lot of close friends, where I tried to walk on eggshells when small fights occurred between my friends, where I met some audacious bunch of people doing crazy things consistently and above all, where I learned a lot about life, if not about engineering. These were the things that I achieved in these four years, I could achieve only this much.
I will have to bid adieu to this place, within a few months, being jobless. But in that poignant moment, I will never regret my decision to be a part of this hostel, not one bit (huh… Joker has influenced me pretty much). Besides all the difficulties that I had to face, I will cherish each and every moment that I spent here.
Rain had almost stopped. I walked back slowly.
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