A single life time is not enough..

Now, after a long time, I feel like blogging. At present, em at banglore, with my sister. I have just completed a significant phase of my life and em about to enter the next one. I will be joining for job within two weeks. I had no ideas about how to spend these days which I am getting in between. Now, I am doing nothing other than eating, sleeping, roaming around in the city, watching movies, friends and prison break(em about to finish it). Thats where the thoughts about blogging came in. Earlier, there were times when I thought of writing about something but couldn't.

Eating, sleeping, and watching movies and serials were the things that I did mostly during my B tech life also. Movies, serials etc. were very much abundant in my hostel. I could find plenty of those in the local area network. And I was a little bit worried about the availability of all of these after I leave. That was why I bought a portable hard disc and stored plenty of movies for watching later. Now am watching them one by one, but I realized one thing. It would take at least two years for me to finish this much number of movies.

A few days ago, somewhere I read that a new type of data storage disc was invented in Australia which could store around two thousand movies in a single disc. This was made possible by recording in multiple frequencies. I was wondering how much time will it take a person to watch that much number of movies. Technology is growing so fast and life is changing every day. Newer comforts and innovations are arriving almost every second. Now, a single lifetime might not be enough to explore the options that technology offers.

So, the next challenge that science faces might be to increase our life span. But what if all the people in our generation get an extended lifetime? What about the coming generations? That will create a catastrophe for sure..

Now, why am I writing all these nonsense? even I don't know. This wasn't what I wanted to write, but this is what I ended up writing. Late night... feeling sleepy.. so that's all for now...

When I feel like writing a poem..

While going through the lyrics of certain songs, I wonder how people manage to write such beautiful lines. At certain times, I get inspired up to an extent that I try writing some lines on my own. But as soon as I finish, I would have come to know that it's nothing but trash. This one comes under the same category, though I posted it here. The only difference is that, now I'm having a blog where I can post anything without hesitation. Actually I wrote this a few days back, and I've almost forgotten what crap was in my mind when I wrote this. So it will be unfair to give a title now.

being honest, I would be extremely happy if anyone atleast calls this a poem !!


I looked around, with some pain
deep in my heart, reminding me
of the things that happened, and
of the things which were yet to come

Sometimes, I can't breathe
I struggle, gasping all the time
Sometimes, I can't see
It's darkness all around

I feel like screaming loudly
And letting the thoughts out
But it all can change in a flash
And I just don't know how it does.

One moment, I see the impending disaster
And in the next, I wonder
How I managed to get here
On top of the cliff of hope

On the brink, always I would say
Putting me in chaos all the time
But that's what my life is at the moment,
And I don't have any regrets for it

What do I want?

I opened my eyes in the morning, and the first decision of the day was made very soon. To spend some more time lying on the bed. I tried to listen to the sounds of birds from outside, as I've read in poems and all, but there was hardly any sound except for the shouting voices from hostel corridor. May be it's too late for the birds, but not for me. I looked into the watch, it was 8'o' clock.

Suddenly, one of my hostel mates barged into the room, kicking the door,making a loud noise and destroying my peace of mind. I frowned, but who cares? He opened my cupboard as if it was his own, and started to search for tooth paste. All he could find was an empty tube. He used his whole strength to get something out of it. For one moment, I felt that he might crush it, but fortunately he didn't.

He gave me an angry look and threw the tube back in to my cupboard.

"What's this mate? can't you at least buy a tube of tooth paste?"

He asked as if it was my responsibility to make him brush every morning.

I smiled back. I got up from the bed and wrestled a bit with the tube of paste, but failure was obvious. Then, I myself set out.

While brushing my teeth, I thought of the second decision of the day, whether to go to class or not. That was a bit tougher, since I had to consider the attendence factor. I didn't want to go to class, for sure. But throughout the life, people rarely end up doing what they want. Same is applicable here also.
I have to, eventhough I don't like to. One of the greatest pleasures of life is definitely the opportunity to do what we really want to do. But it's not possible to do only what we want during the journey of life.

'Listen to your heart' is all what I would say to anyone who doesn't know what to do in their life. Do what you want to rather than what you are supposed to and what you are forced to.

Then, I realized that I had to hurry, or I'd be late for classes. Classes must be included among those unwanted, but unavoidable things.. phew..

I wrote this.. Because I felt like

When things simply went wrong, when I lost all the control over myself, It turned out to be the greatest crisis of my life. But still, I had faith in one God, whom I've seen with my eyes. When that support was behind me, I felt like I could face anything and defeat anything. But in a moment, everything can change. Things that u firmly believe to exist till the very end might just vanish into thin air.

Even though all this happened, I would simply like to go on believing what I did till that very moment. For that mighty power itself, I have to get over it. I always had a single aim in my life. A single destination, where I wanted to reach, so desperately. But if it seems to go farther, I can't simply sit back and curse myself.

I have to get along, for the power which I believe to be the greatest of all..

** I simply felt like writing this, I don't know why. And never ask what I meant with this..(Assuming this blog to be read by a lot of people.. hehe..) I might not be able to explain.. **

As always it does!!

Well.. when I started this blog, I wanted to write regularly.But things go just the opposite way I plan them to be.As always it does!!
Now, since I don't have a net connection in my room, I can't write regularly.But I hope to get one in the near future.That might change things.. hopefully..