When I feel like writing a poem..

While going through the lyrics of certain songs, I wonder how people manage to write such beautiful lines. At certain times, I get inspired up to an extent that I try writing some lines on my own. But as soon as I finish, I would have come to know that it's nothing but trash. This one comes under the same category, though I posted it here. The only difference is that, now I'm having a blog where I can post anything without hesitation. Actually I wrote this a few days back, and I've almost forgotten what crap was in my mind when I wrote this. So it will be unfair to give a title now.

being honest, I would be extremely happy if anyone atleast calls this a poem !!


I looked around, with some pain
deep in my heart, reminding me
of the things that happened, and
of the things which were yet to come

Sometimes, I can't breathe
I struggle, gasping all the time
Sometimes, I can't see
It's darkness all around

I feel like screaming loudly
And letting the thoughts out
But it all can change in a flash
And I just don't know how it does.

One moment, I see the impending disaster
And in the next, I wonder
How I managed to get here
On top of the cliff of hope

On the brink, always I would say
Putting me in chaos all the time
But that's what my life is at the moment,
And I don't have any regrets for it

about movies,prison break and laziness

Just completed watching the hindi movie "Stone man murders". Movie was based on the serial killings that took place in Mumbai in 1983. Pretty good movie, I think. Whenever there is a bit of reality involved in a movie, it makes the movie highly interesting. I have always loved true stories. But unfortunately Indian, especially south Indian movies rarely discuss anything related to truth. Instead, they show the hero defeating one hundred armed men with bare hand, heroine dancing wearing the minimum amount of cloth possible etc. Malayalam movies used to have much more believable sort of stories but these days, things have grown worse.

The number of movies that I am watching has gone enormously down. And the reason is nothing but prison break, the series. I used to recommend movies insted of series. According to me, these TV series were mere waste of time. (As if movies aren't... hehe) But all that changed as soon as I started watching Prison break. Season one is damn good, much better than any other thriller movie I have ever seen. It always keeps us intrigued. Now am into season two, which also looks good.

Watching Prison break was my most prominent activity for the last one week. I didn't even read the news paper properly. Didn't attend most of the classes also. (Am always looking for a reason to cut classes). I think this PB has made me very lazy. Not that I haven't been lazy before. But nowadays it's hitting a high that's all. Everyday I watch PB till 1 in the night and the next day, I wake up around 9. Now I have decided to watch only 2 episodes per day so that I wil have time for other activities also.