Madness, of course!

For the last couple of days, I have been thinking quite a lot. Meaningless things, mostly. But it's cynicism that pervades in most of them. Don't know why.

Why do I have to live? Living in this world is not at all easy. Have to fight some really tough battles. But then, it should really be worth it. What do I really achieve in the end?

No one really cares for anyone else. I can't see love without being mixed with selfishness.

I have got a dream of my own, that's sure. But my life is in a fucken state right now. But that doesn't really mean that I should really abandon it. I got to protect my dream. And I will.

Cynicism doesn't have any answers. But I do turn out to be a cynic in between. But the good thing is that I get over it too quickly.

Actually, life is too simple, I think. Ego makes it complex. The wish to show someone else that u are something good and different. But world couldn't work this way without it also. there are good and bad sides for it. and the important thing is to find proper balance, i think.